2008-11-23 - 8:45 p.m.
oh, dear readers, it's gotten worse.
i wrecked (and totalled) my car. i loved that car.
i lost another aunt. three aunts in one month.
i'm sick. i've lost my voice. in all the colds/flus/sicknesses i've had in life, i've never had laryngitis.
i'm working approximately 10 hours a day with no end in sight.
i'm lonelier than ever, and don't know what to do about it.
i can't focus on anything positive. nothing.
i don't know how to start over when all i want to do is rewind time.
your thoughts, as always, are appreciated.