i'm leaving tomorrow. i'm getting a u-haul. this is the worst day of my life. i don't know what to do. i don't really want to keep living, but i have to get my stuff out of here.

he blames me for all of our problems. it is not all my fault.

i'm going to die without my kitties. i can't imagine not having them. i can't imagine living at my mother's. i'm going to die. i want to die.

i'm so scared. i'm SOO scared. and i'm so alone. i don't know what to do except leave.

my cell phone number is 814-657-1347. if anyone wants to call, i would really, really appreciate it. honestly. please. please call me. anytime of day or night. i need you..........................

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