i'm at my mom's. this should be a respite, but it's my mom.... how long will i have to help my parents grow up? i just want to be the one to say, "please. i need you. help..."

i'm not incredibly upset about this. it is quite typical. i guess i just wasn't ready for it tonight...

the husband and i are about the same. i'm not crying, so i feel that is a plus. the loneliness is still there...

my mind is continuously going tonight. good or bad; it is what it is.

thank you for your comments. they do mean a lot.....they really do. they don't make a decision for me, but it's nice to hear what you are thinking. thank you.

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