so, at least i'm teaching again. i worked three days this week. i'm thankful for this. yesterday i was called a bitch by a ten year old. what is happening to the children? why do they grow up so fast? one of the teachers told me that i have been 'baptized' and my first full-time job is 'not that far away'. it was really encouraging.

i miss my best friend. he lives so fucking far away. damn the distance. we do talk every day and that is a good thing. but today is just one of those days that i really miss him.

i'm up late. i'm tired. i'm lonely. i'm craving attention. i'm longing for someone to hold my hand. i'm sad. i'm hoping for tomorrow to be different. i'm thinking about going away.

it's a normal day.

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