okay. half day of camp tomorrow. yippeeeeee! tonight went well. i was a little emotional, but managed to hold off while i was talking to the parents. i did cry a few times. the tears were good. amazing kids are at my camp! that is so good!

s and ae are watching 'scrubs'. they have been watching it every night. no time for wife or stepmother, but plenty of time for fecking TELEVISION. why? TV sucks ass!

i'm still counting down the days until my vacation. i am so thrilled that i get to go away. it's not soon enough!!!! i need this getaway for survival. and thankfully, i do have my lifeline.

going to see my mom and dad this weekend. i haven't seen my dad in a really long time. did he make me feel guilty for not calling him? yes. do i miss and love him? yes. i'm going to stay at my mom's tomorrow, and take my dad to a festival on saturday. i need this weekend to escape reality. reality in my life sucks.

stepfie, i miss hearing from you. i never got an e-mail from you. we will 'talk' soon. take care!!! xo

sleep.....please come. xo

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