this summer camp is almost over! no more after this year. hooray!!!

things have not changed at home. i was hopeful for awhile, but now i'm back to believing that things will not change. does it bother me? yes. do i feel as if i can leave? yes, i actually do. do i want to leave? of course not. will i continue waiting? ...yes...

vacation is closer now. first one in 18 days. ny, here i come. visiting family and relaxing...definitely a good thing. 28 days until vacation number 2. more family and my best friend. staying up late and laughing. people actually love me! not the people i live with, but there are people out there that really care about me.

lightened my hair yesterday. it's very pretty and summery. nice change.

terribly hot here. overnight campout tonight. unsettled thoughts. missing my best friend. worn out - physically and mentally and emotionally.

still hoping.

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