currently, i'm texting a friend that has a problem with alcohol. he is more my husband's friend, but i check up on him from time to time. he feels as if alcohol damages the things in his life. i wish he didn't feel that way. he's wonderful! he just has a really difficult time in relationships. it stems from a broken engagement years ago. at first, i didn't think i would like him. as i came to understand him, i also learned to love him. he will come through this...i am certain.

my kitty is sick. we've been finding....kitty...sick...around the house. tonight i heard my sweet kitty throwing up. i'm really worried about him. :( poor guy. i think i might try to get him into the vet's office. i'm silly, but i am so attached to my kitties. i love them! i never knew i was a 'cat' person, but i definitely am. i hope he is okay.

i went in to sub today thinking that i was going in to my favorite job. a teacher saw me on the way in to the room and said, "has anyone talked to you?". i knew that was bad. i had to be in first grade all day. the morning was pretty awful. the afternoon was lots better. it was just really difficult to adjust today to the different classroom. well....it's just the life of a sub! :)

the stepdaughter has been pretty shitty. everything she says to her dad is awful. i'm really, really tired of it. he is also. i'm not sure how much longer we can live this way. i really don't think he'll send her back to her mother's, but sometimes i think that it would be the best thing for everyone. but hey, who am i?

i'm going to sleep....if it will come to me. my mind is racing, but my body is tired. we'll see how it goes.

good night, friends. much love to you.

xo