as per usual, life is shitty. marriage, kids, etc. went to a concert tonight and all i could think was how many other things i could (and should) be doing.

each time i start a sentence, i delete it. i'm not sure what my real feelings are about this situation. honestly, i still love my husband. but what happens when that is all there is? i can't keep living like this. but i know i will. because i keep hoping something will change. he really is a good man. i just feel like the two of us have become nothing. we just live in the same house. i don't know what to do. i don't know what to think. i don't know what to feel. i don't know what to say....

xo

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