so, things are pretty typical. i'm busy and tired and things at my house are "normal". sometimes i really want to run away, but i just keep sticking it out. why am i doing this? i really haven't figured it out yet. does my husband love me? i'm not sure, quite honestly. one of the things i loved most about him was the fact that he listened to me. that was before we were married. now he doesn't listen to me at all. he just tolerates me. and i find myself wondering....do i care? in all honesty, i think that i don't care. this even used to worry me, but not anymore. my life is very typical and unsatisfying. i don't expect anything really wonderful; i just enjoy getting through the day without any annoyances. is that terrible? it may be, but that's where i am right now.

american idol. definitely my favorite show and my little escape during the week. :) ace is still pretty hot. elliot is a really good singer. the girls are fine. i think at the end the final two will be - chris and katharine.

thanks for reading. please take care of yourselves and don't just settle for things in your life....really want them.

xo

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