2006-01-09 - 4:14 p.m.
i've discovered that i have absolutely nothing positive to say anymore. all i do is complain and i'm tired of it. i'm sick of being here. i'm sick of having no one to talk to. i'm sick of people in this house. i'm sick of feeling like shit all the time. i think i'm losing it. seriously. i just want someone to care...i need someone to care. but do you know what's scary? i don't think that anyone does. i really just want to cry but really, who would care?