i am feeling really rotten. i am on three different medications. i have either asthmatic bronchitis or pneumonia. great way to start of the new year. yesterday i was at the doctor's office and the hospital to get a chest x-ray. really all i wanted to do was sleep. but it's funny, when you can't breathe, sleeping is very difficult.

things around the house are about the same. no one is doing anything. the kids came home from their mom's house and dumped their stuff in the front hallway. it pisses me off, but i WILL NOT carry their shit upstairs. and who scooped out the cat box last night, yes it was me. today i unloaded and reloaded the dishwasher. do you know that i am a cleaning goddess because i'm the only one who seems to be able to do this amazing feat. i am very proud of myself as it must be a very difficult task to master. i have ordered my special cleaning goddess cape. i shall let you know when it arrives. in all honesty, these are petty little things. but damn it, why can't they clean up their own messes? i'm not asking them to do anything extraordinary, but come on! (by the way, along with being sick i also have pms!) make no mistake, i will clean this house before school begins again on the 17th. i told hubby i would do it, and i will. besides, i'm sick of him acting like i'm the one who does nothing in the house. if i don't do it, he'll just bitch about it being messy and i'm deathly sick of that. and then he'll bring up the fact that it wasn't like this before we were married. it's amazing really. he could clean before we were married, but he can't do that anymore.

anyway, enough bitching. here are the things that are making me happy at the moment. i'm able to read a really good novel. i'm watching the first season of desperate housewives and i'm totally loving it! i'm really surprised that i enjoy it so much, but it really is funny (in that sick kind of way). the doctor told me to get rest. i'm alone in the house right now. we have a very comfortable couch which is where i have been sleeping. and did i mention, i'm alone in the house!

have a wonderful day and happy new year to all of you.

xo

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