i'm really, really so tired of living in this house. i don't know what to do. i can't wait to go to my mom's on friday just to get away from here. it's only one day, but that is the only thing i can think about right now. i just feel miserable all the time. i'm unhappy here and i don't want to be. i hate listening to myself complain; i am such a whiner. i'm not looking forward at all to christmas which is incredibly rare for me. usually, i love this time of year. this year i just feel cold and lonely and tired and lonely. i can't believe i feel this way but i really wish it was time to go back to classes. wow. after the semester i just had, i never thought i'd want to go back. but i think going to school would be better than being here.

sorry to whine so much but did i mention that i'm lonely?

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