so, here i am...the only one awake at this hour. who cares. i've had a "few" beers, and i'm ready for sleeping also, but i have many thoughts.

i was thinking about an earlier conversation with my hubby. i've been so jealous in the past. but i've learned to get over this, or maybe i just don't give a shit. i'm not really sure, but i care so little. anyway, i asked him if you have to ask someone to be your mentor. i'd love dr. m to be mine. he (my hubby) said, you spend an awful lot of time with him. what the hell? i see him and talk to him when i'm at school. my hubby would talk to women from his "work" for hours if he could. and i'm the one that's bad? yeah, right. dr. m actually understands and cares that i am intelligent and fun and have a lot to offer. how often does my hubby tell me that? let me tell you...not that often. i want dr. m to be my mentor because he has contributed to my growth as a person and a student. i've learned so much from him. that is ALL it has to do with. nothing else at all. and my hubby says, "you'd be jealous if that was me spending my time with a woman". again....what the hell? i just don't give a shit.

these are just random thoughts after having beer. i'm sorry. also, thank you for reading.

xo

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